The search for a new path in life

At present, my life has become a whirlwind of emotions, uncertainties and nuances. Not long ago, I knew what to do, I had a purpose, a light at the end of the tunnel, but now, the light has become a little less bright, a little opaque and dull.

I keep thinking about my life, my challenges, my misfortunes, my victories... I confess that everything has seemed small compared to what I am experiencing now. The watchword is to start over...

Start over... a relatively small word, but it implies great transformations. This time, the feeling is deeper and incorporates the losses of recent times... in this reflection, I get a little lost reflecting on my past actions and what I need to do now. I feel a bit lost, because the future is uncertain...

I have sought to transform the emptiness in my heart into something that can push me forward, forging something constructive so that I can be better every day. Every day I thank the creator for the life I had and I ask for his strength to move forward.

I cannot curse my path, because the life I had and have has always been blessed, and, thinking about what I see in society today, I was and am privileged. I grew up believing that what is right is valuable, that the heart is what motivates life and that reason is what makes us a better person every day. Between ups and downs, I was able to cultivate friendships, loves, joys, sorrows... I don't want and don't intend to be better than any other soul, but I seek to be better for myself and for those who show themselves desirous of my presence.

I seek my path with the certainty that I have always done my best throughout my life, with the dignity of knowing that I am imperfect and that I have made many mistakes. I feel an immense emptiness in my heart, but I also feel that I have lived its truth in every moment of my life so far...

In time, life passes and the entire work of a life is built. At certain times, we have to move on and, at others, retreat so that we can fulfill our mission as transient beings in this life. We are not here for a stroll, we are here building the future of our soul and the light of our heart.

I miss the presence of those who were most dear to me, but I am immensely grateful for the presence of the people who consider me and who love me. I am grateful for having been able to cultivate such feelings from them throughout my life. I hope to always be worthy of such feelings and consideration.

To you, who read these words, I wish you a horizon full of achievements and experiences. Always be true to yourself, seek to understand what life is and that we are social beings by essence. Sharing, giving, witnessing, whispering, discussing, hugging, greeting, looking, touching, loving... all of this is a necessary part of us... forget the virtual and live the real... because only then will we be better each day.

Time deceives those who think they know too much... we are not absolute beings, on the contrary, we are always under construction and we can learn even from a grain of sand.

Be Happy!!